February 2010
6 months
till i never see you again.
4 months
till summer.
January 2010
“I need somebody to rely on, and you weren’t that for me and you’ll...”
– FTSK
maybe this is down.
maybe i should wait for up.
i mean it.
i use this as a way to vent. sooo, therefore, if i don’t know you/ talk to you. don’t read what i have to say. simple as that. and for whatever reason you do decide to read what i say. don’t cry about it, cause you shouldn’t read it in the first place. as i’ve previously stated.
so whoever you are reading this right now, this is what you’re gonna do:
1- if i...
expression.
i can’t even express how much i hate you. i really mean it. i. hate. you.
i’m in one of those shitty moods, that i just keep thinking about shit that pisses me off even more. combined with some nostalgia, and straight up hate. so this is my result.
i don’t care who the fuck reads this, or whoever they tell about it. it’s my fucking blog. so if you’re gonna cry about...
ugh.
it’s the one thing i’ve been looking forward to. since 10th fucking grade. and now i can’t even have that. please life, fail some more.
why?
why do i do this to myself? like really. i don’t understand. i’m SUCH an idiot. i seriously just want to get out of here. everything would be fine if i wasn’t here. i’m a terrible person, i know. thank you. please, everything just continue to suck for me. and whatever, i’m just venting. i know i don’t have a terrible life. but right now, things are just shitty....
it doesn't hurt anymore.
it just feels numb. when i think of you, i feel nothing. numbness. you can’t hurt me anymore. no matter what you say, i won’t believe you. that is power. something you no longer have over me. i took a risk, i made myself vulnerable. but that’s love. it was something we had. i will no longer dwell on it. i will no longer give you that satisfaction. i tried and i lost. you will...
“sometimes love and hate seem intertwined, don’t they?”
once said always said
I will hold the past over your head I’ll speak my mind whenever I feel slighted I am hellbent on extracting all of my revenge So take heart, sweetheart Or I will take it from you
127.
this day holds a significance for two reasons. one of which i don’t want to say. but it was four years ago. i’m not sure why, but i’ll always remember this date because of you. and second, it’s been two years grandma, i miss you and i love you<3
i meant nothing to you.
i was never a thought that crossed your mind. i was never someone you thought of and smiled about. i was never someone you gave a second glance to. when you looked up at the moon, you never wondered if i was looking at the same moon. i was nothing to you. well, guess what. you were fucking everything to me. i loved you till i had no hope inside my heart. i loved you until my heart wasn’t even a...
maybe you’re gonna be the one that saves me.
Watch(via micheledaboul)
this made me pee. i listened to every single one :) loovejshore!
ooh baby baby it’s a wild world.
what i said.
was wrong. i know. i just wanted to get back at him. i just wanted him to feel a little bit of the pain that he put me through. although it probably didn’t affect him one bit, and probably made things worse. it just kills me. you have no idea. it’s literally tearing me apart. i’m just sorry, i wasn’t thinking about anyone but myself at that point. it just hurts way more...
jersey shore has ended.
& i feel like a part of me has died. i’m so sad :(
i didn't
fucking write in the dirt in on your car. chey&steph were there. you can even fucking ask them. stop harassing me about it. i didn’t fucking do shit.
i hate you.
please leave me alone. i never did anything to you. i don’t bother you. i don’t talk to you. i don’t even look at you. all i wanted was my stuff back. which is reasonable. seeing as i paid for it. yeah, i gave it to you. and if things would’ve ended on a good note, i wouldn’t of cared. but they didn’t and i’m not about to let you walk all over me like you...
where have all the v-cards gone?
they seem to be getting lost. i wonder where they have gone? people are just throwin’ them around like it ain’t no thanggg. perhaps i should go around looking for some to collect, i’ll put them right in my front pocket. i’m sooo cool.
:p
Ereinhardt88 (11:12:20 PM): well dana wev been talking a while
Ereinhardt88 (11:12:29 PM): so we should think about tying the knot
d4n4xx (11:12:44 PM): hahahaha
d4n4xx (11:12:48 PM): funny evan!
Ereinhardt88 (11:12:53 PM): haha
Ereinhardt88 (11:12:56 PM): no but really…
d4n4xx (11:13:05 PM): oh of course.
d4n4xx (11:13:09 PM): when and where?
Ereinhardt88 (11:13:10 PM): splendid
d4n4xx: i feel so lazy and worthless
Ereinhardt88: your deff not worthless
Ereinhardt88: you could be lazy with me anyday
d4n4xx: (:
d4n4xx: id looove to be
Ereinhardt88: you will be
d4n4xx: oh yeah?
Ereinhardt88: uhhhm
Ereinhardt88: yea?
d4n4xx: when i moove there
d4n4xx: can we like
d4n4xx: lay on the couch
d4n4xx: and watch spongebob
d4n4xx: and eat cerreal
Ereinhardt88: WOAH WOAH WOAH slow down there speed demon
Ereinhardt88: what kind of man tramp do you think i am
d4n4xx: hahhahaha
Ereinhardt88: i do not take eating ceral lightly
Ereinhardt88: seriously what the fuck
d4n4xx: what ifff its apple jacks?
Ereinhardt88: tempting..
d4n4xx: captain crunch?
d4n4xx: with the crunch berries
Ereinhardt88: alright now were talking
not everything's about you, sweetheart.
get over yourself, and stop thinking that i still care about you. :-*
you're never gonna change,
let’s set this record straight.
i know all your dirty secrets that you kept from me.
i love this song so much. it’s so sad, but...
I CAN'T EVEN
STOP LOLING. I HATE YOU GUYS SO MUCH. HAHAHA. CAN’T EVEN HANDLE IT. WHY DON’T YOU STOP SUCKING SO MUCH DICK WITH YOUR SNAGGLE TOOTH AND YOUR SAGGY VAG. LAWL. I LOVE PIZZA FACES, I WISH I HAD ONE. TOO MUCH CRYSTAL PALACE. CAN’T HANDLE IT ANYMORE. LOOOK AT ME I’M CINDY LOU WHO! LMFAO.
john tucker.
WHY ARE YOU SO HOT?
“Sometimes I wish I had never met you. Because then I could go to sleep at night...”
– good will hunting
lol
i hope he cheats on you like he’s done with every single one of his girlfriends. it’s gonna happpen. so goodluck. karma’s a bitch. i want my shit back.
“what would it take for you to admit that you were wrong?”
– tbs
GUIDO PARTY.
“here’s to being italian!” “& yah mothaa.”
“I’M JUICED UP LIKE RAMBO AND I’M READY TO FISTPUMP”
i love my life.
you give me the kind of feeling people write...
I mean that in the worst way possible. I mean the kind of novels that make you cry when you’re writing them and when you’re reading them. I don’t know how we got here. I have no idea what tricks of fate and destiny lead us to be where we are now. What I do know is that this feeling is familiar and I hate that this is an endless cycle of you constantly letting me down. So here’s what I’m doing....
“i miss you so much, it hurts.”
this is you trying hard to make sure that you're...
with a girl on your arm & your heart on your sleeve. remind me not to ever think of you again.
:D
Ereinhardt88 (7:12:53 PM): danaa
d4n4xx (7:13:41 PM): evaaannnn
Ereinhardt88 (7:13:50 PM): knock knock
d4n4xx (7:14:00 PM): who’s there?
Ereinhardt88 (7:14:22 PM): its evan and hes always going to be there for you no matter what
Ereinhardt88 (7:14:26 PM): wow
Ereinhardt88 (7:14:27 PM): im
Ereinhardt88 (7:14:27 PM): a
Ereinhardt88 (7:14:28 PM): fag
...
i want to be held.
I want to be told I am needed, wanted, thought of frequently. I want to have someone by my side; knowing my every thought. I don’t want to tell you about my day, I want you to be a part of it. I want to wake up with you in my bed, holding me. I want to spend days, weeks, months with you, wrapped up in our worlds.
i have never felt more confused & empty in my...
(via kaaaleyyy)
that’s not what i like to hear :( are you alright girl? i’m here for you if you need anything.
it's been
a week since we’ve had any communication whatsoever. besides you sitting next to me in 3 classes. and ignoring me completely. not even looking at me. i just don’t understand what i ever did to you? that’s really cool though. last time i checked, when people are ‘best friends’ they actually acknowledge eachother.
you look like a pizza face cindy lou who.
that is all.
so much dramzz.
but really thankyou kaley :) that was nice of you to stick up for us, even though you didn’t have to. it’s just sad that they still try to start when we have absolutely no association with them, it’s not even like i talk to dean or anyone anymore. so i don’t get why they have to start unnecessary drama.
rant rant rant.
i’m just in a bad mood haha but this has been on my mind. and i’m JUST SAYING. but this isn’t directed to anyone on here. this was not made to cause a problem. i’m just angry about something. so i’m venting. okay so. i don’t understand what some people think when they get dressed and stuff. like. OH HAY LETS CAKE ON MAKEUP AND USE A PAINTBRUSH TO APPLY IT. and...
sometimes
i’m absolutely certain i love you and always will, then i think of all the shit you did to us and wonder how anyone could love someone after all that.
you make me confused.
but love is love even when it doesn’t make sense.
even when you’re not here.
even though you’ve found someone new.
and even though the memories have begun to fade.
i know there was a time where i...